“You excited about your big day?” she asked with a smile. As soon as I told Erin’s parents, all hell was going to break loose, and I’d never be able to get through the rest of it. She met me in the lobby and pulled me to the side where there was a little cluster of love seats next to a fireplace, but I was too keyed up to sit. I knew from emails I’d been copied on that her name was Sandy, and she would be able to help me with much of the rest of it. I slipped the phone into my pocket and the letter into the bottom of my suitcase before turning to face the music.Īfter meeting the photographer in the lobby and explaining that the wedding was canceled, I asked to speak to the hotel event manager. Maybe for the same reason I hadn’t said anything to her about my own serious misgivings. How could she sit there next to me last night without saying anything? She had to have already been having second thoughts by then. She hadn’t been acting herself last night. My jaw tightened as little tendrils of anger began snaking their way in. Everyone will want answers and I don’t have any yet. I thought it wouldn’t be fair to tell anyone before you and now… now I can’t. He was going to think I was brokenhearted, which meant he was going to feel guilty, even though he obviously had nothing to do with it.Įrin: I’m already back in Denver.
Thinking of Hazel made me think about Julian. Surely, she would have talked to her about this. Julian’s sister was her closest confidante. The photoshoot for a wedding that was no longer taking place. I realized I was late for the photoshoot. I waited longer this time, so long that a text from the photographer came through.
And I hated knowing that I wasn’t enough for her.
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